It's been awhile for good reason...

Well, I haven't posted in awhile, mainly because I haven't known what to say. I am going through one of the darkest periods of my life right now, and yet still trying to keep a positive outlook on life. There is still hope, and that is what I am clinging to right now.

I'm not ready to talk about it openly, but believe me, soon I will want to write it all down and get it out. Luckily, my work has been so good and understanding. I just couldn't face the world for a couple of days. My family and friends have been great, and are basically the only reason I am still looking forward with hope.

I was hoping to have the answers back by this weekend, but now it looks like I might not know until Monday. I am going to try and speed up the process though, as I really need to get back to work on Monday, and I would like the weekend to deal with the news whether it be good or bad.

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. It is a very tough time for me, and I do believe in miracles, so I do believe every prayer makes a difference. I just hope God will show favor on me, but if not, I know there is a reason.